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Sunday, May 31, 2009

Got a new hair-do. & Thanks so much to PENGUIN for this. -.-! Damn short. Lol.


Ytd the openers for BJRFK were late for work. Hahah! Beng & Me reach at 9am & boss buggy us in cuz very late liao. Hahas. Came out in the afternoon and din manage to work wid kak siti. :( Got lar, only awhile only. Cuz BJDZ short crew. After tat slack outside wid her den we chit chat chit chat den went home together.

Schedule is currently not out yet. But i noe tat im comfirm working tmr. Its jus tat i dunno my working hours for now. Waiting for kak siti to sms me. :D

Now chatting on oovoo wid Yan.So damn cool can. Hahah! Currently waiting for Jiao to online..

Friday, May 29, 2009

Last day of skul! HAHAHA! dad drove me to skul today. Enterprise faci did not come. Lesson wasnt any better. LOL! Some of the photos we took ytd after UT (:cant connect to the stupid internet after my UT & i went down to Zoo to finish up my RJ. & stock taking was kinda fun. dere was Ros, Gerald, Nicholas, Juliet, WeaWea & Me (: & many many nice food as dinner. Hehs. After we are done, Gerald, Nicholas, Juliet, Daniel & Me went to sit tram at NS. Was actually sleeping all the way for the 45mins ride. -.-! Hahs. Everyone in class counted down for the last UT today. Went out wid Noel after the Photo CE talk. We were kind of kana ps. Lol. Nvm abt tat. & We found out tat frenship is kind of a complicated thing. Maybe i have to sort it out one day what a true fren means. Lol. My circle of fren is very big. & i guess dere is only afew, so few tat one hand can count, tat are always dere for me no matter wad (: A big THANK YOU to these ppl! (:


Working at 8.30am tmr @ RFK. Working opening wid Beng. Hehs. & both of us never do opening before. Furthermore, its inside RFK. Ohh godd... after tat working @ PZFR till closeing wid Kak Siti! WooHoo! Long time no work wid her le. Happy happy wor! (:


2 WEEKS OF HOLIDAYS! HERE I COMEEEEEEEEEEE! :D

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Hahah! Take a look at this. Kinda true wor. Lol. Basically, i jus finish my presentation. Heheh.Went to get myself another 8 packets of tissue jus now when i went out for lunch (: LOL!


Going down to work at Zoo later on after my Communication UT. Hope stock taking is fun this time round. Looking forward to my CURRY CHICKEN DINNER! :D

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

SELAMAT HADI JARI KAK SITI & KAK ALIEN!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Alright, today's lesson was science. Im getting more & more serious wid my work now. WooHoo. Hahas. & we were release late! Lesson suppose to end at 330pm & we were release like ard 430pm? 1hr leh! Faci ask so many qns lar! My team was the last team to present. & i read the slides like im rapping. LOL! Went to cwp for some shopping wid Billy, Gary, Noel, Ruth & JunYang after we finish our RJ. Laugh all the way sia. SQUEEZEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! HAHAHAHA! Tmr working after my UT. Stock taking. LOL!

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

I knew tat im down wid serious cough & flu yet, i forget to bring tissue! OMGGGGGGGGGG. Forgetful me. Skul has jus started like one and a half hrs ago and i have been to the toilet for like the 8th time? & this is going to continue i guess. TISSUE PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! Going to get myself packets of tissue later when i go out for lunch. Maths UT later on! Omg, Maths jus sucks. Lol. Good Luck to me (:


Anw, THANKS THANKS for the concern frm all my friends. Bia jus LOVE you guys ((:


EDITED@5:51PM
Got myself like 8 packets of tissue at lunch? Fever is back, & wasnt able to do any presentation jus now. Had my maths UT. OMFG. Mind went black. Sh*t me. & i dont have enough time to complete it. Somemore i dun really know how to do! Feel like my effort wasted ytd night. Study so hard for it yet i still flunk it. MATHSUCKS!@#$%^&*. NvmNvm, im going to study harder for the next test!

Monday, May 25, 2009

Im tired. I don't know wads happening to me. There's jus this feeling tat im so gonna lose alot of things. All in a go? Tat includes : My love ones, The fun i had wid my frens and collegues, The time i had to sleep!. Everything seems so wrong. I don't know. & i guess im jus putting on a mask for now. Am i? Things jus suddenly turn out this way. Unexpectedly. Yet, i cant do anything. I don't know. & i guess i don't wanna noe. & im feeling really very unwell, but i cant sleep. Jus look at the time now, & im have UT tmr. Maybe partly i have slept for like 24hrs already? Tats exactly one day! LOL! Pig me..


I tot you were a great person tat everyone likes. Now tat i have found it out tat you are not. Never judge a book by its cover. I was so wrong. SO so so wrong! History is repeating, only with different characters this time. You are jus being jealous tat we are so close. Trying to break us up? Are you happy to see tat? Well, tats not gonna happen. I don't noe wad you have told him. But im going to find out wad the hack you told him. Im not tat stupid as you think. I might failed in my studies but tat doesn't mean i failed everything in my life. Well, you can sae tat im stupid. i still choose to trust you after so many incident happen. Maybe, i sometime trust ppl too easily. MAYBE. incident after incident, i still choose to tell you wad happen. Im not gonna tell you a single thing tat happens next. Frm this moment. & If you think you can continue telling him craps, get closer to him, tell him all the bad stuffs abt me, which isn't true at all. GO AHEAD. i won't stop you & i don't give a fking damn on it. Im already angry wid wad happen previously. I see you as a fren, close one eye, let bygones be bygones. Wad the heck do you want frm me exactly? Come straight to the point and not beat ard the bush can you? This sucks totally alrights?


I PURPOSELY posted it here cuz i knew you would read it. Yeah? & You said you regard me as eur best fren? Best until stabbing behind me?


time has taken its toll
and here i am once again
enduring everything good and bad
life had thrown at me
i stand here on the verge on greatness
on the threshold of a new life;


when nothing in life
seems to go right
never quite sure
what tomorrow might bring
knowing everything happens for a reason
only thing i can do is prepare for the worst;


getting lost within myself
drifting further and further away
i left nothing to do
nothing to say to you anymore
looking back into our friendship
am i so tired of these memories?


seeing my reflection in the mirror
my heart is cold and stained
my mind slowly drifted into insanity
my energy slowly drain away
i stand still and watch
madness spreading around every corner and nook;


the moonlight shines brightly that night
that last night that gives us best memories of all
i ticked off another name from my list
now that i have stepped out
into another mad and unknown world
gone out of control;


as i surrender to the beauty of rain
swimming in a sea of serenity
my mind is freeze
with those unpleasant incidents
i faded into the darkness
letting my mind set itself free...


Currently in a very bad mood. Why is this happening? WHY?

Sunday, May 24, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!


Forced myself to skul on friday cuz dere was UT. Was still having a slight fever in the morning. In the end, the first thing i knew when i reach skul was, UT was postponed! Kns. Tahan all the way till after skul den went to eat dinner at CWP. And was coughing all the way. Eat halfway, and yeah, the fire alarm rang. I reacted normal, thinking it might just be a small incident as normally you do hear false alarms in school, shopping centres, even commercial buildings. Suddenly smoke were seen and i haven even finish eating my food! i continued eating my way slowly. Still thinking its jus a small case. Haha! LOL. My nose was block terribly and cant smell a single thing when i can hear ppl complaining how smelly the burning smell is. Cant do shopping. -.-! So went home.


Went to work ytd. & HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH SAM! (: Running nose like tap sia. Used two boxes of tissue & half the roll of the kitchen towel. OMFG. End work. Eat dinner. Reach home. Wash up. Sleep! did not Had a great time sleeping. Used up half a box of tissue ytd night. OMG. sleep sleep abit wake up. Sleep sleep another bit wake up again. -.-! Jus wake up and took my medi. It SUCKS. Totally. Not gonna for training later on. Cant even breathe properly on land, how m i suppose to breathe well in water? Going bck to sleep for now. Jus too tired and not in mood to do anything. & Hope i get well soon..

Thursday, May 21, 2009

SHE again! WTF!! C again for her lesson! Knn. Angry wid her liao lar. Sh*t you. & she commented something which was totally untrue! Even the whole class saes that im not in the wrong! HMPH! :@ Nvm abt tat.Thanks thanks to all those who contributed their tissues to me. (: Flu & cough till damn jialat..My class was playing this. Since ytd. Lol. & Tats Jun Yang.

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Went to skul as usual today tho im sick. Had fever in the morning & was coughing my way tru last night. Lol. Was still coughing in the mrt. den all ppl ard me started to move away. LOL! & when this uncle, who was reading newspaper, heard my telling my fren over the fone my temperature, he immediately stare at my wid his 'FISH-BALL' Eyes, kept his newspaper and walk to the next mrt cabin. Omfg. The whole scene was damn funny. All eyes were at us. Lol! UT was SO-SO. The first UT in RP, YET. din manage to finish. Last qns do halfway. Lol. Whole class was counting down together for the UT. Hahs. Okay, lesson today SUCK. Faci din come. den came this NehNeh. Ask so damn alot of qns. & we dunno how to ans dem. -.-!

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Alright, i finally got my blogskin changed. Hahah. Currently still in skul. Tmr first UT starts. Gonna go home & study lo. Ehh, nono. Looks like i will go for a nap before i wake up and starts studying. Hehs. (:

Monday, May 18, 2009

WooHoo.. FULL-HOUSE @ E37N TODAY! Lol. Everyone was in class man. Hahas. Alright, Presentation wasnt tat good today. It suck. Totally. Nvm abt tat. Moody all the way after tat. Meet up wid Cherie after class. Long time no see her wors. & i finally gotton my photos for Prefectorial Board. Miss all you guys, Esp the EXCO. Jus love you guys (:
EXCO PREFECTS 2OO8 RAWKZ! :D

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Well, skul was as usual, Nth much to sae. & this liet keep showing ppl tat she is SHY. Lol.
Im suppose to start work @ 8am ytd yet woke up only @ 8am. Of cos was late. Luckily my dad drove me down. Reached @ 830am. Lol. & down cew till damn jailat sia. Worked all the way till 1230am the next day. 16hrs, Lol. Shagged totally after tat. & Thanks Superman, he send me home (:


Slept all the way till abt 1pm today. See how tired im? den as usual went for training. Tho i jus went for a two hour training, my performance today was bad. Damn bad can. Totally disappointed with myself. I got to buck up. Push myself to train harder perhaps? Hmmm..


Skul again tmr. Guess i wont be in my normal mode. I will be in my Typical Monday Mode. LOL! & NO, I CANT! I've got to be in my Hyper Mode. Faci sae tat im too quiet in class. LOL! dun laugh, i noe its funny, Hehs. & she sae its gonna affect my grades if i continue to be like this. Omg. For now, how i wish i could sleep till me shiok shiok den wake up man! Hehs.. :P

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHELLE!


Well, this time we ordered pizza. Haha!
Me & Billy wear the same shirt too. LOL! (:

More Photos Here :



Saw Gerald in my skul today too (: & i look so small size when standing beside him! Omg. Lol.

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

E37N JUST LOVES TO TAKE PHOTOS! (:

& WE ARE CRAZY ABOUT POKERface! :D



Monday, May 11, 2009

Alright. I jus finish my RJ. Hehes, As usual, took photos in class. & Shiva finally get a chance to take photo wid me. Everytime me busy RJ den dun care him. Haha! Was sorting out my stuffs in my desktop ytd & i found out tat i have got alot of rubbish & alot og photos i took in the past. Memories.. Some look damn damn damn funny. Lots of old songs too. Lol. Will upload dem one day when i finish sorting dem out. Hahas. Kk, me gtg. Bye!

Sunday, May 10, 2009

im suppose to wake up at 8 this morning & i end up waking up at abt 10? Nvm. Initially giong for training wid my fren. Planned to meet up at 9 yet im the only one tat din go. Hehe. Alrights, went to work ytd. As usual, all started laughing when i went in wid my specs. LOL! Well, i guess you guys have never seen such a bowling ball before.
5 HOLES?! LOL!

Credits to Wilson & Nicholas.


dey took this photo when dey were playing bowling in malaysia.


& .
TO ALL MOTHERS .
HEPPY MOTHER'S DAY !
:D

Friday, May 8, 2009

Okay, here to blog again. This was my team for ytd's module.
BILLY SAID KIAINN ELFIRA
(CUTE CUTE ! Heheh .)


Today lesson was OMFG. Izzit the faci or the module? Well, i guess i will jus leave the answer unknown.

The next SINGAPORE IDOL! dun play play wors.
*SAID SOBRI!
E37N SUPPORTS YOU ALL THE WAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY ~ !
HAHAAHAHAHH! (:


Web-cam wid liet after skul. Lol.

Well, Me & Billy wore the same colour of shirt for this whole week. Hahah! & we wore it according to the colours of the rainbow. Lol.


Tnr working le. Hehes. @ BJDZ. 1230pm start work. Might extend till BJNS wors..

Thursday, May 7, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WING YAN!
Volleyball trail was okay today. But i dun think i can get in cuz dey wan ppl who have the bckgrd & frm skul team somemore. Faints.. :(

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Went to skul wid my specs on today. Everyone was looking at me when i stepped into the class. Majrity started laughing. It has been 3 years since i last wroe my specs. Lol. Alrights. Todday was a bad day for me. Was pissed off by this BIG BOSS frm my team. Kns, me hungry hungry liao den still dun wan let me go makan makan. But i jus run away. Lol. & GOT LOST IN THE CAMPUS! Together wid Michelle & Adeline. Well, RP wasnt tat big. Screw all locked doors. All bcuz of the H1N1 thingy. After tat went bck & this BOSS started throwing qns to me. I suck at maths alrights? CHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE-NAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! Anw, thanks E37N for the concern. Esp Billy, Said, WaWa, Syuhaila, Michelle. Appreciated![: Thanks Thanks.! (: & i finished my RJ! WooHoo ~ ! So sick & tired of it le can. Lol, hahas.

Monday, May 4, 2009

LOL! As usual, kana jio for some photo shooting. Hahas. Alrights, planned to reach skul early today yet i was almost late. & the entrance of RP was flooded wid people. due to the temperature taking. Luckily i wasnt late for class. After skul, stayed in class to do my RJ. After tat went to makan makan wid Ruth, Billy & Gary. den after tat Ruth went home. Billy & Gary accompanied me go for my volleyball tral. Me only hit the ball like twice? Lol. Cuz wasnt in full sports attire. Sians.


&&& i broke my own record! Swimmed 10 laps at the timing of 8MIN 28SEC! COOL~! HAHAH! Long time no break my own record liao. WooHoo~! Happy Happy ~ .


Alright, bad news, jus got my specs. Gonna wear it starting frm tmr. Degree going up the hill liao. Omgggggggggggg!


& WELCOME TO CUTE CUTE ELMO'S WORLD ! :D

Sunday, May 3, 2009

Alright, Friday was labour day. Zoo was packed. Totally packed. Was working in BJKiosk wid Gerald. & we kana extended by AMR manager due to the NEVER-ENDINGcrowd. Its a happy thing tat both of us make it out alive. Lol. After tat went bck home straight & sleep! & i got myself a new pair of specs :D Sleep till the next day, which was ytd, wake up & go work again. -.-! Hahas. Was working in PZFR in the afternoon. & BJDZ shoet crew! Ibu & Kakak was pissed wid HER. The same goes for liet & me. & i guess the same thinking goes to Auntie & Rino too. Well, dere's nth we can do. Okay, the whole area was flooded wid people! Imagine tat, can you? As usual, me was running in & out of the 3 outlets. LOL! After tat, continued to work in BJNS. NEVER-ENDINGcrowd keep coming in. Omg. Everyone of us was like already tired & yet the crowd isnt stopping. Seems like all the human beings have gathered here in DZ & NS. LOL! Going for training again later on. For now, i guess im going bck to sleep. Haha! Pig me..

*SMILE BRIGHTLY.